I have no idea. When i tried to search for my salvation, i remembered what i have thought about on the same puzzlement while trying to gain understanding for another netizen kholmes's stand on his almost religious-like conviction:
http://advogato.org/person/badvogato.diary.html?start=30
"As an atheist, I did not suddenly decide not to believe in God by reason alone. It's just kind of happened one day when I questioned pure evil". - kholmes , as long as you still care about other people's prayers and their curses, in God's eyes, you are still his lamb. As if you were born to be the son of your father, you two can legally denounce your relationship unilaterally or bilaterally, but biologically, you are still father and son. "To be or not to be" is determined when you were born not by what you think when you started to believe in your own ideas.
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